out of work = into life

saw this nick from one of my seniors...

I think this is really true for auditors, is it?

or is it most of the jobs, this sentence will stand?

I think actually it is a choice ultimately.

Work = money = better standard of living

so you need to make a choice.

If you want a better standard of living, you work like hell.

If you think spending quality time with your family members, you work less and maybe a more normal standard of living.

I think my parents chose the former.

They slogged so as to provide a better living for their children. They only have two days of rest per year. Well... Because of that, they didnt get to spend time with their children. They always missed my Meet the parents session. It was always subsituted by my aunt.

I used to think that it is important to spend time with your children. I even had a dream to become housewife. To look after my children and spend time with them.

Now, I have started working. I think I am working like my parents. I seldom see them and seldom talk to them. Most of my time was spent working. Sometimes it was spent with him.

Sometimes I felt like changing jobs. But I wanted to provide more for my parents. So that they can lead a better life in future.

So am I stepping in their footsteps?

I think I can't reach a conclusion yet.

P.S. But I think auditors work doubly as hard as those of the same pay. mmm....Think the only good side is the pay rise is very fast...

down the bed

I think being clumsy is just my nature.

I hit onto everything that's along my way. Even though sometimes that thing is way way far away from me.

It becomes more evident after I'm beside him.

I concluded that's because no matter what I hit onto, he will always notice it!

ha!

I think it is starting to bug him that I'm such a clumsy person... but what to do... you have to accept it, my boy..=p...

Sometimes I wonder why wasn't it evident before I was with him.... how come??? it wasn't that obvious then mei? Now I conclude... Love is blind... haha...

Anyway, let me recall a recent showdown of Mr Calm versus Ms Clumsy........

I was on the bed sleeping. He was playing his game.

Well.... I started rolling, trying to find a suitable position...

Ha.. I think I enjoyed rolling on the bed so much so that I forgot I was on the edge already.

mmmm.. wait! or was I dreaming?? I think I am dreaming. I can't be that clumsy.

Anyway, I was on the bed one second ago and ..........................

I was falling down the bed the next second...

After that second, my upper body was on the floor, with my lower body on the bed and in that position, I looked up at him.

I think my bf is too engross in his game alr...

He just simply grabbed my arm and pulled me up onto the bed and continued his stupid game....nagging at me while playing his stupid game...

"how come like that also can fall down?!"

So.... I have concluded that his game is more important than me... or maybe he is used to my clumsiness...

but then guess what?????

his nagging grew by maybe a thousand times after that fall.... okie.. maybe not a thousand times... but it's a million times...

Weight Gaining

omg...

i realised that my weight only increased.... it doesnt show any signs of decreasing...

sianx...

at most.. it just hover around the same weight.. sometimes increases and sometimes decreases... increases by maybe 0.5kg and decreases by maybe 0.5kg???

was it because im older alr? losing weight seems to be such a difficult task!

aim to lose abt 5 kg by early september... but i dun think it is possible now alr...

okie... i aim to lose 3 kg by early september then! haha...

okie... i will go jog mmm.. at least twice a week?

common~! who wanna make this bet with me? hahah... i need motivation to lose weight!!

hee...

mmmm... if i didnt lose weight... i willlllllllllllllllllll.....

haha...we shall negotiate again... =)... actually my weight gain is quite obvious in the recent photos taken....

compare it with my older post and u will see the difference... =(....

i think maybe i ate too much in kuching...=p... ha