my ah ma!

went to visit my ah ma today... she looks fine and okie... and hopefully she will stay well and healthy manx.... i really want her to see me get married manx..... *pray*

but anyway, today's incident makes me laugh manx...

there is an old lady beside her bed... heard from my ah ma, she is 90 years old this year... speaking of her neighbour's age, she said... 我想我已经97了 in hokkien。。。 hahah... she ahx...wants to win... my ah ma is only 78 this year....

then my mother told my ah ma that her neighbour got problem hearing.... my ah ma paused a while and said 我的耳朵很灵 in hokkien ...

haaha... she ahx..

i think she is really okie... i just pray tht the tumour in her head wun do a weird things and harm her... please dont...

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sometimes i really dont understand.. why must cancer only comes when a person is of old age... my ah gong also died of cancer... i think he will be able to live a few more years if not for the lymphatic cancer... he cant survive the chemotherapy which kills not only the cancerous cells but also his normal cells too....

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my ah ma incident makes me think of a lot of things....

she makes me realised that i dont want to have only 1 child.. but more than 1.. in fact, 3 will be better... because it is really taxing if you dont have any siblings to help u when ur parents falls ill....it will be good if 1 is a guy.....

if not for all my relatives who took turn to acc my ah ma, i think she wun recover so fast...

she makes me wonder whether i really wants to continue audit... im really glad that im not in wheelock or any jobs that i have to work late right now or when my ah gong passed away.. imagine if im on those jobs, i'm not sure whether i will be able to acc her or to watch over my ah gong for his last few nites...

starts to wonder whether i should take up like maybe childcare teacher? hahah.. where the working hours is not that long and the responsibility is not that big....

haix....