East Shore Hospital

went to east shore hospital after work to visit my ah ma...

when i reached there, i felt quite useless... she was there lying down and no matter how i shouted her... she didnt wake up...

in my eyes, my grandma is a very strong lady...in the past, whenever she got warded into the hospital, and how serious was her condition, she will always manage to be discharged and be healthy again...

she got warded into TTSH in may... due to brain tumour... acced her on fri nights...stayed over with her till the next day... chatted with her... understand more of her past and how she love her kids...

my family member always told me that she can stay in hospital alone... but there's a incident which i beg to differ...

when i wanted to leave the next day, even though she say very strongly...

"okie okie... you go you go... i can stay here alone"

i know that she wants someone to stay with her....

because she turn her back on me when she told me to leave... think she dun wan to see me leave...

so i stayed on....

after a while... she turned and saw me... she smiled and said... i tot you left...


after a few fridays, i went to china......

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i came back 1 day earlier from china when my mum told me my ah ma has been unconscious for the past few days...

when i was back, she was awake already.... didnt slept the whole nite....

ended up chatting with her.... know more of her past......

went home early the next day, when the maid has reached.... because of the serious lack of slp... went straight to hos when we landed in singapore... stayed over in the hospital for a night...

and i started takeda.....

didnt go and visit her at home....

and she got warded again....

and i went there only once....

and then PK....

didnt go this time.....

and then tronic

didnt go and visit her again......

visited her once again.... after she went for her tumour removal surgery

unconscious ever since....

and now............

unconscious again....

the time when she was telling me that she will live till 99 years old seems a few days ago... however, why is it that she is lying on the bed unconsciously???????

please dont take her away.................................