East Shore Hospital

went to east shore hospital after work to visit my ah ma...

when i reached there, i felt quite useless... she was there lying down and no matter how i shouted her... she didnt wake up...

in my eyes, my grandma is a very strong lady...in the past, whenever she got warded into the hospital, and how serious was her condition, she will always manage to be discharged and be healthy again...

she got warded into TTSH in may... due to brain tumour... acced her on fri nights...stayed over with her till the next day... chatted with her... understand more of her past and how she love her kids...

my family member always told me that she can stay in hospital alone... but there's a incident which i beg to differ...

when i wanted to leave the next day, even though she say very strongly...

"okie okie... you go you go... i can stay here alone"

i know that she wants someone to stay with her....

because she turn her back on me when she told me to leave... think she dun wan to see me leave...

so i stayed on....

after a while... she turned and saw me... she smiled and said... i tot you left...


after a few fridays, i went to china......

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i came back 1 day earlier from china when my mum told me my ah ma has been unconscious for the past few days...

when i was back, she was awake already.... didnt slept the whole nite....

ended up chatting with her.... know more of her past......

went home early the next day, when the maid has reached.... because of the serious lack of slp... went straight to hos when we landed in singapore... stayed over in the hospital for a night...

and i started takeda.....

didnt go and visit her at home....

and she got warded again....

and i went there only once....

and then PK....

didnt go this time.....

and then tronic

didnt go and visit her again......

visited her once again.... after she went for her tumour removal surgery

unconscious ever since....

and now............

unconscious again....

the time when she was telling me that she will live till 99 years old seems a few days ago... however, why is it that she is lying on the bed unconsciously???????

please dont take her away.................................

welcome nite!

KPMG has a welcome night for those who joined KPMG during the year every year.

I think for the past 3 years, it has been held in Zouk.

Don't really felt like going this year actually. Firstly because not many G1s went and secondly, i wasn't feeling well. Have slight flu and slight sorethroat. Therefore, definitely don't wish to worsen my condition by dunking more alcohol.

I drank 1 beer and 1 tequila shots before resting down at one side and trying to act like I'm not present.

Time passes…. And finally

9.45pm. Yesh! That’s the time Hui San & I planned to leave and just nice Lynn came and find us.

mmm… I don't really remembered what happened. In the end, the seniors were toasting us in the end. I was stuck there, drinking those alcohol... mmm... actually quite enjoyed the feeling of dunking alcohol...hahah... quite fun in some sense... but the after effects are enjoyable at all..

but anyway, I think i ended up drinking 1 more beer, 2 more shots and 2 more vokka oranges.

and yesh.. after don't know was it the shots or the vokka orange, we finally managed to sneak off.

off to the toilet actually, lynn was inside the toilet for quite some time. Despite her umpteen times asking us to leave and she saying that she is perfectly alright, I still think that she is not alright. So the two of us stayed and accompanied us. Waited till she is out from the toilet while ferris and sharon went off first.

Went outside to try to catch a taxi. And guess what! We waited for like half hour? There is no taxi at all…

Omg manx…

Anyway, after some time, lynn finally got into a taxi… lynn first and then hui san & I.

Though I looked perfectly alright, I think my insides are turning.. dunno how to get rid of the alcohol inside my stomach. Woke up at 5 plus thinking of how to get rid of them. Feeling terrible.

Woke up the next morning. Feeling not much better as compared to 5 plus last nite. Irriting feeling

Okie… so the conclusion is firstly, don't drink when u are sick and secondly, don't drink beyond your limits and thirdly, don't mix.

and please stop me if I told you im going to a welcome nite in zouk next year.

time for another new song!

mmmm... cant think of a new song to put up leix.... how how how ????

okie... i shall put a song that im recently addicted to... =)

对不起 刚才我是不是听错
还是我想太多想到了昏头
天气不错 开了窗 吹走脸红
进一步 退一步 都害怕打破
更不想在原地永远做朋友
给你线索也给我勇敢借口
下定决心沉默 就让沉默为我们追究
你和我 这一刻 不想到而交流
却突然震耳欲聋

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔

一直猜一直想一直揣摩一直到你变成甜蜜的心痛
如果可以 把如果变成结果
下定决心执着 就让执着为我们突破
我和你的小说 这时候出现烟火 让情节充满感动

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔

一字一句一瞬间 走了火
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
如果你有相同感受 感受到有一种突然的冲动
放肆一次 走火入魔

http://www.imeem.com/marselip/video/MFPNmGb7/ring_ding_dong_zou_huo_ru_mo_music_video/
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nice lyrics i think... u think ?