East Shore Hospital

went to east shore hospital after work to visit my ah ma...

when i reached there, i felt quite useless... she was there lying down and no matter how i shouted her... she didnt wake up...

in my eyes, my grandma is a very strong lady...in the past, whenever she got warded into the hospital, and how serious was her condition, she will always manage to be discharged and be healthy again...

she got warded into TTSH in may... due to brain tumour... acced her on fri nights...stayed over with her till the next day... chatted with her... understand more of her past and how she love her kids...

my family member always told me that she can stay in hospital alone... but there's a incident which i beg to differ...

when i wanted to leave the next day, even though she say very strongly...

"okie okie... you go you go... i can stay here alone"

i know that she wants someone to stay with her....

because she turn her back on me when she told me to leave... think she dun wan to see me leave...

so i stayed on....

after a while... she turned and saw me... she smiled and said... i tot you left...


after a few fridays, i went to china......

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i came back 1 day earlier from china when my mum told me my ah ma has been unconscious for the past few days...

when i was back, she was awake already.... didnt slept the whole nite....

ended up chatting with her.... know more of her past......

went home early the next day, when the maid has reached.... because of the serious lack of slp... went straight to hos when we landed in singapore... stayed over in the hospital for a night...

and i started takeda.....

didnt go and visit her at home....

and she got warded again....

and i went there only once....

and then PK....

didnt go this time.....

and then tronic

didnt go and visit her again......

visited her once again.... after she went for her tumour removal surgery

unconscious ever since....

and now............

unconscious again....

the time when she was telling me that she will live till 99 years old seems a few days ago... however, why is it that she is lying on the bed unconsciously???????

please dont take her away.................................

my ah ma!

went to visit my ah ma today... she looks fine and okie... and hopefully she will stay well and healthy manx.... i really want her to see me get married manx..... *pray*

but anyway, today's incident makes me laugh manx...

there is an old lady beside her bed... heard from my ah ma, she is 90 years old this year... speaking of her neighbour's age, she said... 我想我已经97了 in hokkien。。。 hahah... she ahx...wants to win... my ah ma is only 78 this year....

then my mother told my ah ma that her neighbour got problem hearing.... my ah ma paused a while and said 我的耳朵很灵 in hokkien ...

haaha... she ahx..

i think she is really okie... i just pray tht the tumour in her head wun do a weird things and harm her... please dont...

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sometimes i really dont understand.. why must cancer only comes when a person is of old age... my ah gong also died of cancer... i think he will be able to live a few more years if not for the lymphatic cancer... he cant survive the chemotherapy which kills not only the cancerous cells but also his normal cells too....

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my ah ma incident makes me think of a lot of things....

she makes me realised that i dont want to have only 1 child.. but more than 1.. in fact, 3 will be better... because it is really taxing if you dont have any siblings to help u when ur parents falls ill....it will be good if 1 is a guy.....

if not for all my relatives who took turn to acc my ah ma, i think she wun recover so fast...

she makes me wonder whether i really wants to continue audit... im really glad that im not in wheelock or any jobs that i have to work late right now or when my ah gong passed away.. imagine if im on those jobs, i'm not sure whether i will be able to acc her or to watch over my ah gong for his last few nites...

starts to wonder whether i should take up like maybe childcare teacher? hahah.. where the working hours is not that long and the responsibility is not that big....

haix....

happy mothers' day!

yeah... went to a chinese restaurant in tuas to celebrate mothers' day....

my mother side will always do that for every mothers' day.. different restaurant though... hahah... and the kids get to eat!! yippie!!!

hee... bought a new pair of shoes for my mother.. hopefully she will like.... being buying shoes for my dad cos think a good pair of shoes is impt for him.. forgotten that actually my mum need a good pair of shoes too... so bought one for her this year!

anyway, here's photos time!



group photo! hahah... take note of that line of ppl at the most left side...



my 大姨's family... dunno where is her husband looking though



my family! without my sis though... she is in chinaaaaaaaaa............oh ya... my mother is second in line..



my 小舅舅's family... with his super chubby son...mmm... actually he is only 40 years old lei... think he is aging liao....



random pixxie....



random pixxie... 2

genting....

hahah...straight after i pulled out from artivision, i went to genting with my grandma and my aunt....

long overnight bus trip...

omg... my grandma went to the casino straight after we took our breakfast....okie... and she stayed there throughout the whole day... occasionally came out to have her meals.... then... stayed there the next day too!!! omg...

mmm... as for me and my aunt... we went to shop ard... occassionally went in to acc-ed my grandma and sat there and look at her gambling....

ohx ya... went to watch iron man too! (hee..sorry merry).... iron man really nice movie manx....
really worth watching...........mmm... merry if u wanna watch, i dun mind watching it again!

photos time!!!!



okie... i did a very stupid thing by bringing only shorts there... u saw my top?i wear a jacket over my long sleeve manx... omg.... it was damn cold... forgot im gg genting...



yeah!!! i love jet li!!!



my grandma (mother side...) =)



my aunt and my grandma

my brother

hahaha... i have a funny brother....

mmm... he looks like he is not scared of anything!

always trying to put up a brave front...

but in fact, he is very very very scared of ghost.... and he made it known....

hahah.....

he wanted to go genting with us.... and he started asking his friend (jia jun) to join him

so i asked him

"你叫家俊做什么？？？ !!"

he replied very agitatedly :
"你们都是女的。我自己一个人睡。。云顶这么多鬼！！！ 你要我给鬼吓死啊？？？~！！！！"


hahhah... believe me.. he sounded very very serious....


hahaha.... 笑死我.... knew all along he is afraid of ghost... ahaha... but dunno it is to that extent manx....

farmie....

went shopping with my family and grandma....

picked my grandma first and went to farm to pick my dad...

love to take the evening view of the farm



here are some more random pixxies of the farm... (not very well taken though)


"used to be the place where we play catching.... or maybe the place where our grandpa ran after my cousin asking him to bathe... "

"outside view.... greenies all the way..."

"my daddy !!! with the worker......"