jigsaw puzzle

we bought 2 jigsaw puzzles about 1 month ago...

one with 500 pieces and one with 1000 pieces. wanted to start with 300 pieces actually. but forgot what happened in the end, we bought 500 pieces instead..

been wanting to work on it. however, just cant find the time to sit down and work on the jigsaw puzzle.. i think been working during weekends all the time. is it???

recap of my weekends:
first weekend after buying the jigsaw puzzle - my ah ma passed away

second weekend after buying - have to pluck the leadsheets for PK and to read through the audit programs. prepare prepare prepare

third weekend after buying - have to do wheelock for one day and to do PK the next day

fourth weekend after buying - decided not to work today... work is not everything in your life...

so decided to stay at home on one of the day instead of working for both days.

he and his friends cooked lunch today.

mmmm... i must say that he is quite a good cook. ha.. maybe better than me... =p...

nv take the photos when he was cooking in progress..

but anyway, the dishes that he cooked are nice.. =p... cooked chicken rice and the chicken with the dark soya sauce ahx... very nice leix... haha.... yeah... got someone to cook for me in future lo... haha....

anyway, we worked on our jigsaw puzzle today... managed to finish the 500 pieces one.. hee...

nice nice!

the work in progress....


the beginning....


sides completed....



a part completed....


done! =)

seniors

there are some seniors whom i dun mind working OT for them....i dun mind coming in during weekends and working late for them...

but there are some seniors whom i dun even wan to waste my weekdays working late cos of them...

i had a senior whom i felt that working late for her is not worth it.

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i am super angry.. i am gg to vent in my blog.. for those who have my blog address, please read and forget abt it.

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been working late these few weekends. wanted to go off 'early' this friday.. at abt 11pm... (FYI, 11 plus is considered early for me... my normal working hours is till 1am)

at abt 9 plus, my senior came back from her facial and my colleaque and i notify her on our intention...

then abt 10plus, she 'asked' us is it okie if we could fill up the accounts for her and clear all the queries and stuff later on...

i think it might be selfish of me to think that how come she dun wan to fill it in herself. it is her work and not ours. our duty is to perform field work and her duty is to fill in and check the FS.

it is just that it is really not being very fair.

she went for facial while we were working... and then she came in late while we came in early...

then she needs to work late and we have to work late with her as well!

i think whoever who are under her wont feel balance at all...

and guess what.. she sent us an email and notify her that she worked till 6 am in the morning editting 2 accounts and is it possible for us to help her edit and check the remaining the figures for 4 accounts when we come back during weekend. she just concentrate on editting the wordings for the remaining 4 accounts.

wth right..

actually if it were to be other seniors, i dun think i will mind. but it is just her...

and KPMG is not paying us our OT. what makes her feel that she has the right to ask us work late..

Koalas...

received an email from my sis...

that shows all the photos of koalas!

aren't they cute????????!!!!

on some note, i think we have some similiarities...

we both like to sleep......

In less than a year...

in less than a year, i have lost my two grandparents....

last year on March 10, i lost my ah gong....

and this year on March 7, i lost my ah ma....
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on 6th March, I went to my ah ma house to see her... cos my mum says she is not doing well....

went there and saw her opening her eyes.. though they are not moving, at least they are opened. being a long time since they were opened. was it because she wanted to see us for the one last time?

when i went there and touched her, i realised that she has lost so much weight over the last year. all i felt was bones on her arms... =(.. my hearts ache on how much pain she had suffered over the last year...

for the past few times when i went to visit her, i always cried... cried like mad... but this time round, i didnt... just felt happy to see her... feel like hugging her.. maybe that time i was thinking she will be able to make it through this time round again.... but i was wrong...

my mum woke me up in the morning and told me the news i didnt want to hear....
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i went over to my ah ma's house and saw her lying there... she looked like she is sleeping... sleeping soundly... touched her hand... doesnt feel cold... her head too...

i wonder... will she wake up if i were to shout her name louder.... will she wake up if i push her harder...
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at 12 plus, the people came and the ritual started... it repeated itself.. just like last year...

saw her body being carried down and into coffin... finally, i broke down when they nailed the coffin... that's when i realised i will nv get to see her again....

nv get to eat the things she cooks...nv get to hear her scolding us...nv get to hear her speaking of the old days...nv get to hug her again...
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my little cousin asked me when the coffin is being nailed...

"ah ma 现在开心吗？"

i dunno how to answer him....

i know actually she doesnt wan to die... she is a lady with a very strong will...

she raised up 12 kids... took care of them and protect them when my grandpa wasn't feeling well...

i think without her, the family wouldn't survive...

i think my ah gong is really fortunate to have her around...
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sometimes i will think that maybe she is happier right now as compared to the time when she is alive with the needles and being feed through her nose and lying on the bed all the time....

however, when i remembered that actually she doesnt really want to die... my heart aches...

there's once when she suddenly broke down in the hospital... that's the first time i saw her cried.... she asked me.... xin ah... will i die????

i said no.... ah ma... dun worry... u wun die one...
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cried the hardest during the first two days... subsequently, i didn't cry anymore... not sure why, i had this feeling that actually she didn't really leave us... she's still ard near us...
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i will feel weird when i saw her photo at the wake... sometimes i will feel that it wasnt really her wake that i was attending...
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actually im not one who is good in facing the music i think......

i misses her very much.........

Neglecting the whole world....

the whole world is complaining that im neglecting them....


firstly the G1s... complaint that i neglect them when i have a boyfriend...


next, my friends complaint that i havent been joining them in their gathering...


and guessed what? my boyfriend complaint too! complaint that i neglect him too... neglect his feelings...


what happened ???????


so in the end, who has my attention all the while???


actually, i understand why the G1s and my friends are complaining.. i really did spent lesser time when them... spent more time with my boyfriend instead... most of my weekends are spent with him...


so why does my boyfriend complaint to me that i neglected him too???!!!!


omg manx...


at first i was quite perplexed why does he feel so? i have been spending time with him all the while... when did i neglected him??


i dun think i neglected him....


these few days... he was hinting me... dropping me hints and clues on his feelings.. why he felt that i neglected him.... at first i tot i know... but in actually i dunno.... ha.. bu dong zhuang dong lo...


but luckily i have an intelligent and patient boyfriend...


even though i'm physically with him... but we are not mentally connected... quoted by him.. i only care for the physical contact...


it was till these few days then i realised that actually i have been hot and have been cold....he has been telling me that i have been hot and cold... but i nv realised how tiring it can be till these few days.... amazing how he managed to make me understand... zhen shi li hai.. ha...


however, think i have been making him very tired...trying to understand what i am feeling.... and trying to get my attention...maybe i really took him for granted....


so now it is my turn... hopefully i will be in time.......

2 months old

I have a boyfriend who is very naggy.

nag at me all day and night long..ha..=p..

nagging is just one of his strength that i found out after we were together...

another thing that i discovered was he is actually a very sweet guy.

looks can be deceiving is best used on him...

he looked like someone who will bully me.. but seems like im bullying him more instead.. =p... mmm.. okie.. he has his fair share of bullying me too actually...

like the way he looked at me anxiously...

like the way he dote on me...

in fact, like him when he nagged at me too...

in fact, sometimes he is quite trusting too.. =p... like a small kid like that...

wondering how many months old can we be.. as old as our parents??? =)

I'm yours

Song for the month....

a song which i will never get sick of listening to it.... =)

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours
You best believe, best believe I'm yours

actually i think there's a live version which is nicer...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYhrYHmUPn0

Bikini.

ha..

sis was looking at the bikini's website..

she's very into swimming these few days...

actually my whole family dunno how to swim except for my dad..

my sis only knew recently...

anyway, about the bikini...

haha... saw one that's quite nice...=p...



http://www2.victoriassecret.com/commerce/onlineProductDisplay.vs?namespace=productDisplay&origin=onlineProductDisplay.jsp&event=display&prnbr=CK-235872&page=13&cgname=OSSWMBIKZZZ&rfnbr=1232

nice right? haha.. but then dunno whether i will wear a not la..

need to lose weight first..=p...