Neglecting the whole world....

the whole world is complaining that im neglecting them....


firstly the G1s... complaint that i neglect them when i have a boyfriend...


next, my friends complaint that i havent been joining them in their gathering...


and guessed what? my boyfriend complaint too! complaint that i neglect him too... neglect his feelings...


what happened ???????


so in the end, who has my attention all the while???


actually, i understand why the G1s and my friends are complaining.. i really did spent lesser time when them... spent more time with my boyfriend instead... most of my weekends are spent with him...


so why does my boyfriend complaint to me that i neglected him too???!!!!


omg manx...


at first i was quite perplexed why does he feel so? i have been spending time with him all the while... when did i neglected him??


i dun think i neglected him....


these few days... he was hinting me... dropping me hints and clues on his feelings.. why he felt that i neglected him.... at first i tot i know... but in actually i dunno.... ha.. bu dong zhuang dong lo...


but luckily i have an intelligent and patient boyfriend...


even though i'm physically with him... but we are not mentally connected... quoted by him.. i only care for the physical contact...


it was till these few days then i realised that actually i have been hot and have been cold....he has been telling me that i have been hot and cold... but i nv realised how tiring it can be till these few days.... amazing how he managed to make me understand... zhen shi li hai.. ha...


however, think i have been making him very tired...trying to understand what i am feeling.... and trying to get my attention...maybe i really took him for granted....


so now it is my turn... hopefully i will be in time.......