With my STM, will i forgot u all?

My STM is getting from bad to worse.... nope.. not worse... it is almost beyond hope.... omg!

mmm... think a book that is abt...

abt-

a lady who wrote down in her diary the 点点滴滴 of she and her husband.... she passed the diary to her husband saying....

:"if one day, i were to lose my memory, can you read my diary for me?"

okie.... inspired by her...i shall start writing my diary.......

a diary from young......

My childhood - preschool
i was borned in 1985 in a small little kampong house.... my daddy is Ong Wee Teng and my mummy is Sia Giok Lian....

i remembered that the little kampong house is situated behind the muslim cemetery...

the car need to turn in thru the entrance of the cemetry... and then ... turn left??? and i forgot liao...

my kampong house has a very big garden of trees... what is remembered most was the durian trees... dangerous to walk below them cos u dunno when one durian will fall down and make u shorter!

it has a lot of chickens and chicks too... i think one of the hens ran after me cos i 'bullied' the chicks....

mmm... there are a lot of snakes too.... i think ah gong is an expert in catching snakes... but then... he let them go after catching them....

i remember my ah ma will piggy back me using some cloth (not sure how was it tied) and carried me ard into the farms.....

and i remembered i had to stand beside my sis (Ong Ying Yu) who was inside a wooden chair (that wooden chair is amazing... one side, it will be able to act as a chair, the other side, it will be able to act as something for the child to sit)

my dad used to jog at nite too... late at nite... then we will stand at the door and wait for him to jog back...mmm... i think my dad used to be in a good shape then... whahha

i remembered the times when my dad just started the farm... there are hills and hills of soils and sands... where we can run on it...

4 years of childhood in kampongs....

then we moved to HDB.... no more kampongs... that's when my little brother (Ong Ying Jie) is borned... borned the same day as my sis....

the first day we moved into the HDB, my sis and i were in a room... i cant slp.... because i am scared.... soooooo..... i stationed myself beside my parent's bed and decided to watch them slp.... in the middle of the nite, my dad woke up and saw me sitting there.. omg.. i think he had the scare of his life... i told him i am scare... so from that day onwards, he moved to our room and accompanied the both of us..mmm... i think maybe me.. cos my sis was slping soundly on the first day....

mmm.... remembered that we stayed in our grandma house alot.... my parents will bring us there in the morning and bring us back at nite...

my 'evil' aunt sometimes will put fake two human heads (cos i have another aunt who is a hairdresser..so she has some human heads for her to style) beside the bed so that we will guai guai go slp in the afternoon...omg.. u see how scary is it that i still remember after sooooo many years....

my grandma is in charge of taking care of my sis n i... bringing us to the childcare... and bringing us back.... she is in charge of our recreation as well...bringing us to swimming pools.....

according to my mum, every nite, i will 吵着my parents to bring KFC home... haha.. but then i dun really eat... so my poor daddy has to finish up the KFC then i insisted to buy home....


my mother with my sis and me.... and my 2 cousins.... =)



my cousin and me!! same age out of the 31 cousins???? =)

celestica.....

i went down to the client that i will be gg down in may to get a "sneak preview" of them....

ehx...the place was ulu enough... (my lunch how????... to me, lunch is the most impt factor in the client place... whahah)

okie... but client was still not bad.... helpful enough.....

so far so good...

but.... went to look thru their last year file...

saw the tons of adjustment made......

bad feeling start to set in....

mmmmm..... we shall see..... 21 more days to go before the nightmare.... omg....

okie... i think i should enjoy myself or rest super well during this april.........

commitment

have been wondering........

why will couples break up???????

what are the reasons that makes them break up

hahaha... okie.... a weird thought... have been wondering this because i dun think i will initiate a break up no matter what... unless it is really beyond repair


i think maybe some reasons might be
1. in-compatibility
2. no chemistry?
3. timing not right?

i think no matter what is the reason.... i feel that what it matters was whether the person that initiate the break up tried to save the relationship before breaking up or does the person tells the other party there is a problem?

haix... i think that is what relationship is about...communication.....

mmm... so what is my title about???

i think if u have the commitment to this relationship, u will try to save the relationship before it falls apart. hee... actually that was quoted by janey when i tok abt this to her today.... that's what she felt

what i felt originally was whether the person feels like settling down? if he does, dont think he will initiate a break up that easily.....

okie... let's end this 严肃的 topic....