Audit....

okie... im back in wheelock again... now as a G1 instead of a G2... mmmm... went in with michael again....

omg....

haha... i think the good thing when im on job with him is.... i will tend to spend less...cos we have to skip dinner..... he always bring his bread with him for dinnner....

mmm... then the bad thing when im on job with him is... i will have to skip dinner with him too! that's makes me super hungry when i reach home and i will find food to eat...and i will grow fat..cos i eat late at nite... ....

mmm... when i went in today, felt that he is abit different as compared to that time when we went in last year... felt that he is less happy i think....

mmmm.... will i become like that in a year time??????

i think audit has the ability of making ppl's life miserable...

firstly, i think you need to work till late at nite... which will make ppl's mood super terrible...

secondly, i think you have to either think of ways to arrow others when u got arrow or to try to resolve that 'arrow' being shot to you....

thirdly, you have to entertain nasty client when in fact you are in a super bad mood...

finally, you have to motivate your juniors when you are super demotivated....

so what's makes ppl stay in audit????

i think u really have to love audit alot....

posted on 19 October 2008
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okie... i think i just discouraged a friend from joining audit after he read my posts.. hahah...

actually... i think whether you enjoyed audit also depends on ur colleagues... as well as ur client and finally your seniors....

for me... i think my clients are good, colleagues are superb and finally seniors are marvellous... so as of now... i still like audit,... hahaha...

welcome nite!

KPMG has a welcome night for those who joined KPMG during the year every year.

I think for the past 3 years, it has been held in Zouk.

Don't really felt like going this year actually. Firstly because not many G1s went and secondly, i wasn't feeling well. Have slight flu and slight sorethroat. Therefore, definitely don't wish to worsen my condition by dunking more alcohol.

I drank 1 beer and 1 tequila shots before resting down at one side and trying to act like I'm not present.

Time passes…. And finally

9.45pm. Yesh! That’s the time Hui San & I planned to leave and just nice Lynn came and find us.

mmm… I don't really remembered what happened. In the end, the seniors were toasting us in the end. I was stuck there, drinking those alcohol... mmm... actually quite enjoyed the feeling of dunking alcohol...hahah... quite fun in some sense... but the after effects are enjoyable at all..

but anyway, I think i ended up drinking 1 more beer, 2 more shots and 2 more vokka oranges.

and yesh.. after don't know was it the shots or the vokka orange, we finally managed to sneak off.

off to the toilet actually, lynn was inside the toilet for quite some time. Despite her umpteen times asking us to leave and she saying that she is perfectly alright, I still think that she is not alright. So the two of us stayed and accompanied us. Waited till she is out from the toilet while ferris and sharon went off first.

Went outside to try to catch a taxi. And guess what! We waited for like half hour? There is no taxi at all…

Omg manx…

Anyway, after some time, lynn finally got into a taxi… lynn first and then hui san & I.

Though I looked perfectly alright, I think my insides are turning.. dunno how to get rid of the alcohol inside my stomach. Woke up at 5 plus thinking of how to get rid of them. Feeling terrible.

Woke up the next morning. Feeling not much better as compared to 5 plus last nite. Irriting feeling

Okie… so the conclusion is firstly, don't drink when u are sick and secondly, don't drink beyond your limits and thirdly, don't mix.

and please stop me if I told you im going to a welcome nite in zouk next year.

blog

mmmm... have been wondering what is the purpose of a blog?

to voice out your comments or to keep track of your tots?

mmm... i should think both... however, i think once you made this blog public... ppl wun tend to write private tots in their blog unless they wan their tots to be known...

mmm... im not sure whether i wan my tots to be known.. but just wrote the following entry...

lost
my msn nick was "lost... light" please for a few days...

ironically, it is not love life... people will be concerned on what am i lost... some will ask me whether is it love life and some will ask me whether is it work?

i think 3 asked... and 2 commented whether is it love life and 1 didnt comment only asked whether im alright...

actually im alright.. dun worry...

it is just that for one instance.. or maybe for a few instances and a few days... i was quite lost at work... not sure whether audit is the right path for me... not sure whether i really love doing auditing.... mm.. though there are a few days that im sure that audit is not the right path for me, im not sure what is the job that is right for me...

that's what im lost abt...

mmm... as for love life... i dun think im lost... i don't wished to think anymore and i don't wished to be confused anymore... nature will take its own course and finally everything will turn out well... i don't mislead people and i don't like to be mislead too.. so if i really show that i care for you, that means i like you... simple... mm...

okie... I think someday later, I will know whether I'm being mislead... someday, it will be no string attached I think... when I know it's not worth me waiting..

fate

i have been wondering this question....

for two people to be together... 是靠缘分还是人为呢？？？

我以前认为缘分只能让两个人认识 但却要人为才能让他们在一起。。。。

不过。。。。。

我现在认为两个人能不能在一起，真的只能靠缘分。。。。

如果你们没缘，我想再多的“人为”也没用吧。。。。

对吗？

好吧。。。。。

就让一切随缘。。。。

married married married!!

went to meet the WAT friends today...

in the midst of the gathering, pauline and danny announced that they are GETTING MARRIED!!!!

wa... their wedding dinner is going to be my first wedding dinner with my friends... hahaha...excited....

mmm... but the couples doesnt seems excited.. maybe they expected it already...but then i think when the date is nearing or when they start preparing, they will become more excited...haha...cos even the 旁观者 like me n sher lynn are more excited than them... hahaha

hahah.. wondering who will be the next one to get married??! sk? barry??? hahah.. sher lynnn!!!

okie.... definitely not me! first let me find someone who can make me settle down first...

oh ya! we all were toking abt the tax relief and all the benefits related to child... hahaha

pauline was saying that if we got children before 28 then can enjoy all the tax benefits la and all those related to the number of children we have... hahaha... okie.. i went to search online... it didnt indicate la... but then!! there are really a lot of goodies related to giving birth lo.... they are encouraging.. the more the merrier... so the goodies extended to up to 4 children! omg....

http://app.mcys.gov.sg/web/corp_press_story.asp?szMod=corp&szSubMod=press&qid=453

above is the website that says ALL the benefits related to giving birth... it is very obvious that the government is trying very hard to encourage birth! =P..... so jia you ba ladies....

unpredictable......

i think life is really very very unpredictable....

i have a colleagues whose brother just passed away.... i think his brother is at most 1 or 2 years older or younger than me....so that makes him in his early twenties... he only spent less than 1 quarter of his life.....

i really dunno how my colleague is gg to face it man... i cant imagine....

realised that life is so vunerable... he might be talking to you and the next minute he might be gone from the world and not back anymore...

scary....

i think the first time i faced death, the first time someone close to me passed away was about 3 years ago. when my grandpa passed away... it was a very very unexpected death.... no one expected it.... and i dont think i faced it very well..

in fact, i sort of dun wan to face his death, to the extent that i have this thinking that he just went overseas and he will come back... sometimes when i went to my grandma house i still have the thought that he will just come out from the bathroom or bedroom any minute...

but then.... he will come not back anymore... wun chat with us anymore....

so dear friends... it's time to give your loved ones a big hug and tell them u love them...mmm... if u cant say u love them, just do something that shows that u treasure them

treasure those beside you, u wont know when they will be gone from this world...

With my STM, will i forgot u all?

My STM is getting from bad to worse.... nope.. not worse... it is almost beyond hope.... omg!

mmm... think a book that is abt...

abt-

a lady who wrote down in her diary the 点点滴滴 of she and her husband.... she passed the diary to her husband saying....

:"if one day, i were to lose my memory, can you read my diary for me?"

okie.... inspired by her...i shall start writing my diary.......

a diary from young......

My childhood - preschool
i was borned in 1985 in a small little kampong house.... my daddy is Ong Wee Teng and my mummy is Sia Giok Lian....

i remembered that the little kampong house is situated behind the muslim cemetery...

the car need to turn in thru the entrance of the cemetry... and then ... turn left??? and i forgot liao...

my kampong house has a very big garden of trees... what is remembered most was the durian trees... dangerous to walk below them cos u dunno when one durian will fall down and make u shorter!

it has a lot of chickens and chicks too... i think one of the hens ran after me cos i 'bullied' the chicks....

mmm... there are a lot of snakes too.... i think ah gong is an expert in catching snakes... but then... he let them go after catching them....

i remember my ah ma will piggy back me using some cloth (not sure how was it tied) and carried me ard into the farms.....

and i remembered i had to stand beside my sis (Ong Ying Yu) who was inside a wooden chair (that wooden chair is amazing... one side, it will be able to act as a chair, the other side, it will be able to act as something for the child to sit)

my dad used to jog at nite too... late at nite... then we will stand at the door and wait for him to jog back...mmm... i think my dad used to be in a good shape then... whahha

i remembered the times when my dad just started the farm... there are hills and hills of soils and sands... where we can run on it...

4 years of childhood in kampongs....

then we moved to HDB.... no more kampongs... that's when my little brother (Ong Ying Jie) is borned... borned the same day as my sis....

the first day we moved into the HDB, my sis and i were in a room... i cant slp.... because i am scared.... soooooo..... i stationed myself beside my parent's bed and decided to watch them slp.... in the middle of the nite, my dad woke up and saw me sitting there.. omg.. i think he had the scare of his life... i told him i am scare... so from that day onwards, he moved to our room and accompanied the both of us..mmm... i think maybe me.. cos my sis was slping soundly on the first day....

mmm.... remembered that we stayed in our grandma house alot.... my parents will bring us there in the morning and bring us back at nite...

my 'evil' aunt sometimes will put fake two human heads (cos i have another aunt who is a hairdresser..so she has some human heads for her to style) beside the bed so that we will guai guai go slp in the afternoon...omg.. u see how scary is it that i still remember after sooooo many years....

my grandma is in charge of taking care of my sis n i... bringing us to the childcare... and bringing us back.... she is in charge of our recreation as well...bringing us to swimming pools.....

according to my mum, every nite, i will 吵着my parents to bring KFC home... haha.. but then i dun really eat... so my poor daddy has to finish up the KFC then i insisted to buy home....


my mother with my sis and me.... and my 2 cousins.... =)



my cousin and me!! same age out of the 31 cousins???? =)

commitment

have been wondering........

why will couples break up???????

what are the reasons that makes them break up

hahaha... okie.... a weird thought... have been wondering this because i dun think i will initiate a break up no matter what... unless it is really beyond repair


i think maybe some reasons might be
1. in-compatibility
2. no chemistry?
3. timing not right?

i think no matter what is the reason.... i feel that what it matters was whether the person that initiate the break up tried to save the relationship before breaking up or does the person tells the other party there is a problem?

haix... i think that is what relationship is about...communication.....

mmm... so what is my title about???

i think if u have the commitment to this relationship, u will try to save the relationship before it falls apart. hee... actually that was quoted by janey when i tok abt this to her today.... that's what she felt

what i felt originally was whether the person feels like settling down? if he does, dont think he will initiate a break up that easily.....

okie... let's end this 严肃的 topic....

牵着我的手走完遍世界。。。。

i think i love travelling... sort of fall in love with travelling....

wanna travel ard the whole world to see the wonders in that country, to understand their culture and to try their food!

however, sometimes seem that i just cant seems to find someone who will be able to travel with me...

so..... i hope i will be able to find someone who will be to able to....

牵着我的手走遍世界。。。

auditors....

went for the company dinner tonite....

the dinner was not bad.. but the main focus of this blog is not abt the dinner.. but abt auditors...

anyway, i realised that the auditors in our unit are quite ke lian...

because some of the seniors still have to go back to the office with our partner who came at the "right time" (just when the dinner ended) to 'fetch' them back to the office...

haix...... started to wonder why does auditors have to work late... is it an implicit rule that "auditors have to work late"...

i guess actually maybe only our unit practises such rule (other than those banking industries)... heard from my friend that it is already their off peak for most of their friends...

mmm... okie.. not really peak for me... but i have colleagues working till 11 plus 12 every nite and they still have to catch the last train home... because the client is damn stingy... they dun wan to increase their cost so they dun really wan us to take cab...

haix... i intended to stay till senior...but im not sure whether i have the ability to withstand the long hours and to bear with the work-life unbalance....

new blog!!!

have been deciding whether to change my friendster blog to blogspot long long time ago....

finally decided to change....

because..............

friendster do not allow me to upload photos into the blog anymore... sianx.....

so.................

here's my new blog!

enjoy.... =)

P.S. merry asked "u never shift all your post from friendster over mei???"

at that time i was thinking... i will die copying and pasting all my ppost......

but then

mmmm.... okie... maybe i will... one post by one post... starting with my first post....