unpredictable......

i think life is really very very unpredictable....

i have a colleagues whose brother just passed away.... i think his brother is at most 1 or 2 years older or younger than me....so that makes him in his early twenties... he only spent less than 1 quarter of his life.....

i really dunno how my colleague is gg to face it man... i cant imagine....

realised that life is so vunerable... he might be talking to you and the next minute he might be gone from the world and not back anymore...

scary....

i think the first time i faced death, the first time someone close to me passed away was about 3 years ago. when my grandpa passed away... it was a very very unexpected death.... no one expected it.... and i dont think i faced it very well..

in fact, i sort of dun wan to face his death, to the extent that i have this thinking that he just went overseas and he will come back... sometimes when i went to my grandma house i still have the thought that he will just come out from the bathroom or bedroom any minute...

but then.... he will come not back anymore... wun chat with us anymore....

so dear friends... it's time to give your loved ones a big hug and tell them u love them...mmm... if u cant say u love them, just do something that shows that u treasure them

treasure those beside you, u wont know when they will be gone from this world...